Friday, September 29, 2006

holiday mood

promos period. but im glad/sad to say that my mood has changed to partially holiday mood. ah. friday is not a good day. i turned into an ultimate slacker today. until just a while ago den i started studying econs. still to decide which essay questions i shld study. tough choice man. have to pick the 1 im confident of doing.

gp down, chinese down, maths down, chemistry down.
left econs and physics.
lots of memorising work needs to be done. ah. give me a damn big brain lah. which can store lots of things inside.

for all the papers so far. i was there sitting outside the council room in the morning. meditating or calming myself down. i only knw that in the past i was nv like that. lol. in the past during sec sch days, i still rmb that me n frens will ask each other questions to test memory. ha. it was fun to "spar" with each other that way. blah but now. i tink the expectations to perform has gone too far inside my head. circulating around my mind everytime. getting kind of nervous in the morning. having to calm myself down. maintaining the best possible condition to do the paper.
getting a pass is most impt for me. scoring is 2nd aim. pass 1st.
afterall its a huge call for me from mid yr grades to gd grades for promos. just doing my best to get them. if dun get. nvm. i'll try harder next time.

same goes for any1 of u out there taking the promos. scoring well may be impt. or rather is impt. but the 1st is to get a pass. pass ur promos. get promoted. a few papers left. do well for them. all promote is the best. less 1 person, life wun be the same.
jiayous, perservere, all the best. its gonna be over soon:)

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

sian-ism

a very random post here. out of sian-ism, here i am blogging during promos period. i mug b4 coming here to blog. too sian alr. i cant wait for promos to be over man. 3 papers down, 3 more to go. the end of the tunnel is nearing everyday. which is good. freedom looms. joy, fun and laughter awaits.

hmm. promos related stuff. can see ppl around me all getting stressed up. scared of failing promos. who wldnt?. study hard. study. hard work will eventually pay off. blah. a random post indeed. i dun really knw wad to blog.

well nvm. next fri is the interhouse games. i taking part in soccer with polo house. whats weird is that i duno any of my teammates. will be like playing with them for the 1st time next fri. ima predicting that our 1st match will screw up. b4 improving for the 2nd match. but i hope is not lidat for sure. im so going to pia for the match. run arnd like a crazy man. but not use up my stamina ah. i wan to win something for polo. ha.

ok done with my random post. gd lucks for promos.

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

fast.

time flies. tml taking the promos alr. just like any1 in pjc. was looking back at my past blog entries. really- time passes really fast.
do cherish every second every minute every hour. make the full use out of it and score for promos. all the best everyone. :)

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Friday, September 22, 2006

all the best

heyhey promos is starting next monday. last until next next wednesday. so for all taking promos. jiayou!!!
persevere.
its now or never man. pia for this last lap.

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

pay off pls.

many say that hard work will eventually pay off. i agree with that. afterall u need to work to achieve what u want.
but today i was damn pek chek. pek chek with nobody but myself. had a maths quiz today.. after practising so many questions, at this point of time when promos is nearing, i shld be able to do them. but. i cant do the damn qns for chpt 7 and 8. integration and application of integration. and whats more pek chek for me is that got careless mistakes. careless mistakes have always been following me wherever i go. especially for maths. and the best is. during the quiz time i cant do the qns. after that, had pw lesson which is a free revision period. i tried the maths sums again. and god damn it. i managed to do all. what the hell is going on with me. i duno. at one point, i cant do. and the next instant, i know how to do. this cant go on forever. not for promos. many say my maths can score. i believe in my ability. but whats wrong is that, i duno if i can reproduce them in promos. when im doing, careless mistakes just creep in so silently that i myself always have a hard time finding my mistakes. even my tcher also say my mistakes v hard to find. i just hope that nothing goes wrong for promos..

add on:
sorted out my thinking. no matter what.i swear im gonna pass the damn promos. watch. im gonna kick some Asses out of maths, chem, phy and econs.

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Monday, September 18, 2006

chiong

nv give up without a fight.

i hope all share the same sentiments as me.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Aurora

look at all this pictures. aurora- one of the seven wonders of the world. beautiful isnt it?. all the natural colours.. damn nice lah. one day i will definitely go there.

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Friday, September 15, 2006

duh.

these days, i guess the only time i will lose my temper will be when im playing soccer. other than that, u can say that my temper been gd. but on the other hand, is it good to always have a gd temper?. the answer is up to all to find out.
for me i hardly lose my temper now. and if im not wrong, i tink frens in pjc nw haven not seen me lost my temper yet. i wld like to say that theres nothing for me to lose my temper at. mayb im gd at controlling. but thats not the point. the point is, having a gd temper doesnt mean i wun lose my temper. im saying this coz today at sanctuary desiree n deborah were saying i have a gd temper. but i told them last time it wasnt like that. yup. i got a feeling in the future if i do blow up. its going to be real bad. but gd thing is, only a real bad thing will piss me off.
my answer to gd temper is this. i see no point in losing my temper. what for?. it will only strain me n friends relationship. i have seen this happen before during sec3.. i experienced this before and i dun wish this to happen again. been learning and changing since then. friends are important.
yah. ok stop here. lol. fancy myself blogging about this when its only a week left to promos?. every1 please study hard. i really really wan every1 in 06s10 and 7th to promote. if u are feeling tired already (which i am). please rest well for a few hrs. its no harm really. after that just go full steam and study. ur mind will be refreshed and can study better.believe in yourself and u sure can do it. miracles rmb?. yea. go go go

overconfidence will lead to setbacks.and its true.

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

nt about to be.

finally a post here. finally have time.(waiting for the soccer match at 11pm). still gt half n hour to go. i gt so many things to blog. so many to put down here. no time.

to sum up my september holidays.this 1 week been quite productive i guess?. not very but quite. this whole week--> lessons, study, meetings. very tiring. especially on tues where everything begins. 10.30am to 1.30pm lessons. 2.30 to 6pm lessons. 6.30 to 9+pm meeting. marathon on that day. 1 look at me and u knw im very tired. eyes half close. mind sometimes drifting away. rest of the week, was doing maths and studying chem. im just glad that my 1st 2 papers are maths n chem.both of which im confident of. yah. so i can start my exams on a high note and i certainly hope so.

had a GM on fri evening followed by a tok cok session of 7th. i felt that it was gd. but definitely can be better. at least some of the major probs were thrashed out. and hopefully things will turn for the better and for good this time round. politics arent gd.for sure we can work more at ease without all the politics. a little is ok. too much is bad.
hmm as for me during the tok cok. i only ask qns. i din ans my own qns though. at that period of time, i just cant sort out my thoughts properly. i gt lots to say. mayb too much. that my brain cant process properly. yah but thinking back. mayb there arent that many for me to feel unhappy about. after all. they are competent but haven show out yet. after promos maybe?.yah. so definitely things will change for the better.

ytd played soccer. with some nj guys. damn them. 1 of them dribble straight into my face. shoulder hit mouth= teeth hit lips= swell and scar.pain. ah i swear i will thrash them the next time i see them at the soccer court. on the other hand. really. my soccer skills is deteriorating. (guess only soccer bros shld see this part:) yah. my cut in from the right no longer as effective. dribbling from the left not as penetrative as b4. mayb is getting too predictable? will find this out soon. wad i wan to work on most nw are my cutting in and right foot shot/dribble. if i can achieve the latter especially, i can fit in with ease on both flanks alr. with time i will be able to. afterall i took time to learn my left leg stuffs as well. haha.

yea and manchester united certainly looks good for the title. on a 4 match winning run now. giggs skills certainly wow me. especially when he is a left footed player also. can learn from him. but its now too early to say manutd will win epl lah. but they are definitely the top contenders and looks good for the title. afterall manutd ahead of chelski by 3, liverpool by 8 and arsenal by 11. quite a big lead alr. yea:)

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

tchers day

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